|
The novella is gone, like a burden unburdened, a world lifted from Atlas-weary shoulders, that last part an episode that is in itself ready to form a single multi-faceted portrait, the cubist front and sideviews plus today overlapping yesterday inside and out, before, after and somewhere else. Grasping (hah, that miserly claw) after the tone of my spirit, trying to catch the tailfeathers of the bird, I fly up to see where I am going because I no longer have the map. But, surprise, I see what I suspected— the power comes with the page and the exhilaration of free-fall, wings outspread to catch the friendly wind, the melodies of the steppe rise, young spirits seeking a common world. This language and culture bleed so strongly, I hear them in every kindred spirit and smile to speak Cyrillic notes. Caught and stopped, I stumble back into Latin ponderousness, I watch the graceful feelings wisp away, like dew vanishing in sunlight, like the soundless bursting of a rainbow bubble, like the flash of a rosy flame.
March 1978/Aprill 20, 2023
|